,,,not in love,,

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 10:38:10 GMT

sometimes somthing grip u in a special way that u can never let go..
u ask urself many a times why and never get an answer..
and den u give up askin n choose to quietly follow the flow..
where ever it mite lead u, u jus know u have to go..
it makes u feel good..it makes u feel happy..
and that's all u wanna know..

and when u have to let go,,it tears ur heart apart,,
it gives an unbearable pain and endless fears,,
yet why does it all seem worth it,,
when u have to sew ur wounds with the thread of ur own tears,,

its a high similar to drugs..
u know u shldn but somehow u would do it..
wat makes it more worse..there's always a relapse..
u may run away from it..but it will confront u one day..

no questions asked,,no answers given,,
no reason to why it makes us so helpess,,
no explanation to its limitations,,
in the end , we follow our heart, tho we knw all it brings is pain..

lost it...

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 10:15:31 GMT

smart me...i lose my previous pass word n here i m with a new acc but same old post....

,,,,i speak ,,,he hears,,,
,,,i hurt,,,he tears,,,
,,,i'm lost,,,he fears,,

,,,look me in the eye and tell me how true are u,,,
,,,i dun wanna be disappointed and so dun u,,,
,,,wat brings me close i m unaware,,,
,,,but i cant keep away from u and thats not fair,,,
,,,is it something u did,,is it something u said,,,
,,,to stop my feelings,,its a bit too late,,,

,,,he asks,,i lie,,,
,,,he looks,,i shy,,,
,,,he wins,,i ask y,,,

cytherean_pride

,,,not in love,,

lost it...